Well my hairs finialy dyed, all sexy as usuall! lol! but no mad mellow yellow n' purple mohawk this time! LOL!  Just Jet black straight through...with little tiny streeks of brown! (LOL! where i missed *Ahem!* the Dye!!) but its lookin' preety groovey if i do say so myself!

    & nbsp;   ...Now if you'll exuse me...i'm off to defend my cousin from the popcorn maker! ...that thing fires kernels like bullets! LOL!

About me....your guide to the coolest Gaby around! Lol!!

Favorite Colour: Black

Favorite Song: Lithium – Nirvana

Favorite Album: Nevermind – Nirvana

Favorite Movie: The Machinist

Favorite Game (PS2): Project Zero (Fatal Frame)

Favorite Position LOL: On my ass! (Followed closely by on my back!.. Lol!!)

Favorite Website: my own...:)

Favorite Actor: Christian Bale

Favorite Actress: Julia Roberts

Favorite Character: Mary – Silent Hill 2

Favorite Dream Place: That town from Shadow of Memories

Favorite Saying: Imagination is more important than knowledge – Albert Einstein Favorite Poem/Lyrics/Other1:

In my restless dreams, I see that town.
Silent Hill....
You promised you'd take me there again someday. But you never did.
Well I'm alone there now...
In our "special place"... Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to come to see me.
But you never do.
And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness....
I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for.
I wish I could change that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you...
Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is...
The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay.
It's not that I'm getting better. It's just that this may be my last chance...
I think you know what I mean...
Even so, I'm glad to be coming home. I've missed you terribly.
But I'm afraid James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home.
Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you...
I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you...
I'm sorry about that.
When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn't want to accept it.
I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most...Especially you, James.
That's why I understand if you do hate me.
But I want you to know this, James.
I'll always love you.
Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn't trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together.
Well this letter has gone on too long so I'll say goodbye.
I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone.
That means that as you read this, I'm already dead.
I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me.
I'm so sorry for what I did to you, did to us...
You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing.
That's why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what's best for you, James.

James...
You made me happy

Favorite Poem/Lyrics/Other 2:

You lie silent there before me
Your tears they mean nothing to me
The wind howling at the window
The Love you never gave
I give to you

Really don't deserve it
But now there's nothing you can do
So sleep in your only memory of me
My dearest mother

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
Goodbye...
Goodbye...

So insignificant sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away lost
Under the sewers, maybe flying high in the clouds
Perhaps you're happy without me

So many seeds have been sown in the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly, If I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say I'm sorry
Where is the light, I wonder if it's weeping somewhere

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye
Goodbye...
Goodbye...

The Reverse Will: I pray the lord my soul to take...

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;     if i should die before i wake...

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;     i pray the lord my soul to keep...

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;      now i lay me down to sleep........

Psychopathic ramblin gs from a scitsofrenic mind...

i bite my fingers to the bone even though i know its dangerous,its a disease i cant help it, i pull out my hair when i get mad, i cant stand girls who let there boyfriends walk over them, i hate the way i look in skirts, BRATZ are ruining my brain, too much t.v is good for me, i spend far too long asleep, my brain is dead when i dont daydreem, it keeps me alive, school is crap, everyone knows it...My boyfriend broke up with me on my birthday, leaving me cold and resentful, i get depressed to easily, im paranoid, im delusional, i swear im not insane....lol....

Okay,

 I just got this thing called 'Action Replay Max' for my Birthday! Its like a little memory card that comes with a disc - and it stores up to 30,000 game saves and cheats. It an absolute godsend, cause just say your stuck on a hard part of Kindom hearts Or Final Fantasy, and you've run out of lives and cant find a key or something, so you just load on action replay(which is really easy to put on by the way because its drag n' drop technology, lol i sound so weird...) and just click on a code you want to run (cause were all cheaters at heart really! Lol!!) and hey Presto!! You have an infinate supplyof health and all your key items!! it Brilliant!

If any1 wants any info on Action Replay, just ask lol!....

Spoilers People!!!!!.........

Okay, I've decided to do a little something on Silent Hill, that being one of my fave games - right after Project Zero (Or Fatal Frame as its known over the water)...Does anyone here like Silent Hill or Project Zero? Or any other games? Please tell!!...my personal fav was Mary.... Well, I started out with the 3rd Silent Hill - although it wasnt that spooky(just downright gross!) because im already compleatly desensitised! (hey, whats a couple of corpses gonna do to scare you- right!?). In my opinion i always found Heather kinda hot!(lol! i swear!)(probably cause she looks so boyish! lol!)... When the games begins (well, after all the cut-scenes) and then you take over as heather. You run around in a dream like state through a hellish amusment park(Silent Hill 1 ring a bell?) but this is just a practise run(which i didnt know when i first played it and sorta got into a panick when that big spider thing attached me and i died!...). So when you're finished eating your heart or chewin on the controls you begin..for real. Then theres a few really cool cut-scenes where Heather basically tell the detective (Douglous) to go f himself lol!.  But what i never got was why some people were always rantin on bout how crap silent hill 3 was...because it was all bout gods and rituals..not like silent hill 2..with james makin' a snuff video! (that was cool!?) lol!...

Theres not an awfull lot lot i can say about Interpol, sept there so DAMN GOOD!! ..im not gonna go into a whole story about when n' where i first heard, and saw them..(mmm...saw them...lol!) and thought: "Oh My God! There Like So Totally Amazing!!! LOL! I PROMISE not 2 do that! Instead...Who here has ever herd the song Evil?..hands up!! *Waves hand vigerously*....usually most people pretend they never herd it cause of that scary vid!(Its just a puppet!!!! Get ahold of yourself man!!) lol! Or the song Slow Hands where you get the nicest view of Mr. Banks and his pudginess(he just has the kindest eyes..i swear..!).. Or C'Mere..I mean thats basically a turn on right there! loL! When i hear that song i just think WOW! Thats so....sexy! lol! With its beautifuly hypnotic lyrics...its a real love song(but not that mushy anoyin kind!!...Celion, Im lookin at u! LOL!)

All you people out there should beyond a doubt buy this album..or borrow it 4m a friend and prentend you lost it..that usaully works! lol!)

Buy! buy! my babies!!.....lol!!!!!

Crapy!...The date on my last entry was wrong! It said the 20th! - Which is my BDAY - which is today! LOL!!

...amatures!! lol!!

Well, for those who care (every1 right? LOL!) my 16th birthday is a coming and im ohso exited! lol! i know i know! its stupid...its not like im having a big party or anything due to my brokness! lol!..(stupid friends who wont throw a party...)..but its a big thing to be turnin 16..think of all the things that r now legal!...all u people out there should be ashamed of yourselves if you dont send me a nice email! ...shame!! LOL!

Goodbye 4 now my little minions!...mehhahaha...

The Machinist - movie, 5 stars Okay okay, I just watched this movie, The Machinist awhile ago...and i have to admit..it now like my favorite movie EVER!! Im gonna try and expalin this movie as best i can... Its about, well, a machinist actually..(Duh!), called Trevor Reznick. Treveor hasn't slept in a year (dear god!..he needs sum lovin..lol!) so he starts to hallucinate(which is really no suprise! i mean a whole year...)and see things, and people, that he thinks are real but are really just apart of his tortured mind thats trying to remember a secret locked away in its deepest darkest place(Wow, Some mouthfull!!). He only has 2 social oulets, that being his call girl girlfriend (Damn! beatin 2 it!) and a friendly waitress he meets at the airport diner.....It's really not an egsaguration(lol me cant spell! lol) to say that trevor's a anarexic! i mean there healthier in concintraction camps god luv em!! His troubled past wont seem to let him go and eats away(literally) at him makin this movie not one 4 the ladies who wanna c it for christians niceness!!(u girls know wat im talkin bout!)...Go c it!! I Damand u c it! LOL!! Christian Bale was brilliant in it! but thats just my opinion..i mean i'd like him in anything seein since im a lill' obsessed wit em(im not crazy i tell u!! lol!)   Is it wrong if i say that christian was sexy in it?! LOL!... Till' the next time my little hard rockin' amegos!! lol!       Okay....i've decided to do a little more on this movie...so heres a short synopsis....or long, whichever lol!!

Okay...Trevor Reznik is an insomniac anarexic. He works as a Machinist and lives in a small crappy apartment where everything seems to be a different shade of gray. For a entire year he hasn't slept and seems to have lost all of his friends(who also work with him). Throughout the movie Trevor his haunted by some mysterious man named Ivan, whom no-one believes exists. He only has two social outlets, Stevie, his call-girl girlfriend(although towards the end i think she became his fiance lol), and Maria, a friendly waitress who works at the airport diner trevor goes to every night at 1.30am. Things become really messed up when Trevor is involved in an accident at work, causing someone to lose there arm. His guilt takes him over, and he begins to become paranoid when he finds a note on his fridge with a picture of hangman and 6 letter spaces below...what could this mean?

This movie is what you call edge one your seat entertainment....probably on of the most suspensful movies to date!....

Does anyone here like The Machinist?? What do you guys think of it?